** oh MY GOD **

ughh im so tired still but i know i have to get up for school.

i start walking to the bathroom i turn on the water an look in the mirror.

my heart is bumping so fast i don't know what to do why am i looking at selena's face but in the inside its me. i cant go to school like this! is this a dream? i start poking my face. i slap myself no its really me. im so sceared i think if i go back to sleep maybe ill wake up being me . 

so i walk 2 my room and go back to sleep.

My Poem

( I REMEMBER )

i remember when i only wrote little riddles, only because i was so little. Now im older and i know whats going on so i talk to mom, about you and why my tears are so blue?
I cry so much, feels like im going to die, my heart feels like its bursting into fire.
When i was little i thought people last for ever, but now i know thats never.
All the thoughts in my head, just wish i could go to bed, for my tears can stop rolling down my face but its never to late, your just always on my mind and i know its not fine.
All this pain drives me crazy, i try so hard to run away from the pain but i learned no matter how fast you run the pain will always run faster .
XOXOXO I MISS YOU GRANDPA -- GONE BUT NEVER 4 GOTTEN XOXOXO