"** LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT**"

~~ I DONT REALLY BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT BECAUSE HOW CAN YOU JUST LOOK AT SOME ONE YOU DONT KNOW AND FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. I BELIEVE THAT IF YOU MEET THE PURSON AND IF YOU GET TO NO THEM THEN YOU CAN FALL IN LOVE. I UNDERSTAND IF YOU JUST LOOK AT SOMEONE AND THINK YOU LIKE THEM BUT I DONT BELIEVE IN "LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT"   ~~ <3 <3 <3 ~~

NOTHING 2 SAY 2 EATCH OTHER

THEY HAD NOTHING TO SAY TO EACH OTHER. I JUST KEEPS THINKING HOW MESSED UP IS EMILY TO ME. LIKE WE CHILL EVERYDAY AND NOW SHE WANTS TO LEAVE ME FOR SOME ONE ELS, AND I WAS GOIN TO GO WITH HER TO SEE THE BOY SHE GOES OUT WITH, AND I WAS LOOKING FOWERD TO IT BECAUSE HIS CUZIN IS ALWAYS THERE AND I LIKE HIM. SHE TELLS ME SHE DID WANT TO CHILL WITH ME BUT HER PHONE DIED SO SHE COULDN'T TET ME BACK BUT I KNOW SHES LIEN AN SHE JUST DIDNT WANT TO CHILL WITH ME. I DONT REALY CARE BECAUSE I STILL HAD ALOT OF FUN THAT DAY AND AT THE END OF THE DAY WHEN SHE WENT HOME I STILL SAW HIM. SHE TOULD ME HE WAS THERE AND I STEPED UP TO HER ASKING HER IF SHE WA CHILLING WITH HIM AN IF SHE LIKED HIM. SHE WAS LIKE NO HES JUST A FRIEND TO ME. I SAID OK AN LEFT. THE NEXT DAY ME AND HIM HAD PLANS TO GO 2 A PARTY WITH HIM, SO I HEAR SOMEONE KNOCKING ON MY DOOR, I NEW IT WAS IM SO I SAID OPEN IM CUMMEN DOWN. AS IM WALKEN ACCROS MY HOUSE I RAN DOWN THE STAIRS BE 4 I GET TO THE BOTTEM OF IT I JUMP ON HIM, KISS HIM AN SAY HOLD ON IMMA PUT ON MY SHOSE. AS WE ON OUR WAY 2 DAY PARTY WE LAUGHING AND HAVING ALOT OF FUN. WE IN THE PARTY AND IM DANCING 2 SERANIS NEW SONG AND THE BEAT IS SO FAST. I SAID HOLD ON IMMA GO FIX MY HAIR. AS IM FIXING MY HAIR IN THE BATHROOM, SHE WALKS IN, IM SHOCKED AND I DONT KNOW WAT TO SAY. SHE SAYS HEYY WHO YOUR HERE WITH? AND I SAID IM HERE WITH JOHN AND SHE GOES OOO THATS MY BESTIE IMMA GO LOOK FOR HIM AND SHE WHENT TO LOOK FOR HIM. I WAS SO UPSET BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE ME AND HIM AND NOW ITS NOT. IM WALKEN OUT THE BATHROOM AND THEY ARE TALKING,. HE SEES ME AND WALKS 2 ME GRABS MY HAND AND SAYS I CAN TELL YOUR UPSET DONT WORRY IMMA STAY WITH YOU AND WE WALK AWAY.

the alie i found

** oh MY GOD **

ughh im so tired still but i know i have to get up for school.

i start walking to the bathroom i turn on the water an look in the mirror.

my heart is bumping so fast i don't know what to do why am i looking at selena's face but in the inside its me. i cant go to school like this! is this a dream? i start poking my face. i slap myself no its really me. im so sceared i think if i go back to sleep maybe ill wake up being me . 

so i walk 2 my room and go back to sleep.

My Poem

( I REMEMBER )

i remember when i only wrote little riddles, only because i was so little. Now im older and i know whats going on so i talk to mom, about you and why my tears are so blue?
I cry so much, feels like im going to die, my heart feels like its bursting into fire.
When i was little i thought people last for ever, but now i know thats never.
All the thoughts in my head, just wish i could go to bed, for my tears can stop rolling down my face but its never to late, your just always on my mind and i know its not fine.
All this pain drives me crazy, i try so hard to run away from the pain but i learned no matter how fast you run the pain will always run faster .
XOXOXO I MISS YOU GRANDPA -- GONE BUT NEVER 4 GOTTEN XOXOXO

ELA HOME WORK !!

NASTY SUSHI

MY TEACHER BROUGHT IN SUSHI FOR US TO TRY BUT ONLY IF WE WANTED TO.
IN MY HEAD I WAS SCARED BUT I STILL WANTED TO TRY IT SO I DID.
WHEN I WAS TASTEING IT AT FIRST I DIDENT WANT TO BITE IT OR SWALLOW THE SUSHI BECAUSE I WAS SCARED. WHEN I BITE IT, IT WAS NASTY TO ME. I DIDN’T WANT TO SPIT IT OUT BUT I COULDN’T HOLD IT IN ANYMORE.
IT TASTED SO BAD I STARTED GAGGING AND ABOUT TO THROUGH UP SO I SPIT IT ALL OUT.
I AM I REALY DERING PERSON, I ALWAYS TAST NASTY THINGS AND DO CRAZY THING AND MOST OF THE TIME I COMPLEAT IT BUT THIS TIME IT WAS REALY NAST. I WILL TRY A LOT OF THINGS BECAUSE THAT’S THE TYPE OF PURSON I AM.
WELL THIS EXPIRENCE WAS FUN, FUNNY AND I AM GOING TO REMEMBER IT, IM GOING TO LAUGH AND TELL MY FAMILY. I WOULD WANT TO TRY IT AGAIN BUT ONLY IF IT WAS A DIFFERENT KIND.

** MY POEM **

MY HEART........HOLDING MY HEART IN PIECES, THERE IS SO MANY
BEEN THROUGH SO MANY THINGS. IT DON'T WANT TO BE IN MY CHEST ANYMORE.
DON'T WANT TO FEEL ANY EMOTION--- LOVE, HATE, BEING HAPPY OR SAD, I'M JUST TIRED OF IT.
WISHING ON THAT DAY TO ONLY FEEL ONLY GOOD WAYS.
IF THAT WAS TO HAPPEN MY HEART WONT BE SCARED TO RETURN TO ITS PLACE .......
MY HEART <3

*** Robot or human ???

a) no i new that it wasn't human.

b) I asked them what do they like about life and they never answered , i asked them what they doing and they never answered.

c) because a human can answer any questions but a robot just changes the subject.

my fruity dunkz

** trASH **

*** blood diamond ***

Interpreting Last Breath

Overall, I think this dream means that since my brother and I was so close and he moved its a sign that I'm loosing him. Just like the people chasing me with guns, I have no control of him moving. Also when he was bleeding, I read in the dream dictionary that it means, life, love or disappointment. I think it's true because he is a big part of my life, i love him and I had a lot of disappointment when he moved.

** my dream **

In my dream it was me and my oldest brother walking. We heard a lot of people screaming so we turned around. When we turned around we saw people running because two people had guns. When we saw that we started running too. We were running as fast as we could trying to get away from these people. All I heard was bang!!! I look beside me and my brother fell to the floor and the people with the guns ran away. I got to my brother, sat on the floor and picked up my brother's head. He started coughing and coughing and all I saw was blood everywhere. I was panicking and crying-- screaming at him saying, "stay with me! Don't leave me!!"
I saw only blurriness because of all the tears coming to my eyes. I kept telling him "stay with me please!" He tried to say o.k. I'm crying and crying; still holding him and screaming "someone help please, someone help." But no one came. I looked at him and his eyes were closed. So I checked to see if he was breathing and he WASN'T. I started screaming "NO DON'T LEAVE ME." Then I realized that my brother just died in my hands. Then I woke up and I woke up i was really crying in real life.