GOD BROKEN OUR HEARTS TO PROVE TO US HE ONLY TAKES THE BEST. 

WHEN I WAS LITTLE I THOUGHT PEOPLE LAST ALWAYS AND FOR EVER BUT NOW THAT IM OLDER I KNOW THATS NEVER.

I WONDER ALL THE TIME WHY DOES GOD TAKE GOOD PEOPLE AND LEAVE BAD PEOPLE? I BELIVE THAT IF YOU WERE STILL ALIVE MY LIFE WOULD BE DIFFERENT. WHEN I TALK ABOUT YOU I ATTEND TO CRY BLUE, I WAS LITTLE WHEN YOU PAST AWAY IT WAS JUST LIKE ONE MINUTE YOU WERE HERE AND THE NEXT MINUTE YOU WERE A SHADOW DISAPPEARING IN MIDAIR, ITS LONG TO BRING SOME ONE IN THIS WORLD BUT ITS FAST TO TAKE THEM OUT, A SIMPLE WIND BLOWEN AWAY, A BEAUTIFUL ROSE CRUSHED WITH PETALS EVERY WHERE. 

* GRANDPA YOU MAY BE GONE BUT NEVER FORGOTTEN * 

R.I.P MAY281999  I LOVE YOU ~~ <3>

~ IF 2 DAY WAS MY LAST DAY ~

~ IF TO DAY WAS MY LAST DAY AND TOMORROW WAS TOO LATE,  I WOULD TRY AND LIVE EACH MOMENT LIKE IT MEANT THE WORLD TO ME. I'LL TRY AND SPEND IT WITH MY FAMILY AND EVERY ONE I LOVE. I'D WANT TO DO EVERYTHING I ALWAYS WANTED TO DO LIKE GO ON A HOT AIR BALOON, KISS SOMEONE FAMOUS, GO BUNGEE JUMPING OFF A BRIG. I WONT JUST SIT THERE AND GIVE UP BECAUSE I STILL HAVE ONE MORE DAY TO LIVE. 

NASTY WATER

~THE WATER GETS CONTAMINATED BECAUSE THE SAME LINE THAT THEY DRINK IN IS THE 1 THEY POOP IN AND PEE IN. 

~ WHEN YOU DRINK IT ITS LIKE YOUR DIEING SLOWLY BY, TROWING UP EVERY THING IN YOUR BODDY OR BY POOPING EVERY THING OUT. 

~ I THINK THEY SHOULD MAKE A DIFFERENT PIPE LINE THAT IS SEPARATE FROM THE LINE TO USE THE BATHROOM AND USE THAT FOR THE PIPE LINE FOR THE WATER TO GO THROUGH FOR PEOPLE CAN HAVE FRESH WATER. IT WILL BE GOOD FOR THEM AND THEY WONT GET SICK. 

~ I THINK IT MIGHT BE HARD FOR THEM TO DO IT BUT IF THEY WORK ON IT AND IF THEY REALLY CARE ABOUT THERE LIVES THEY CAN GET IT DONE.  I ALSO THINK THEY CANT AFFORD IT .

"** LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT**"

~~ I DONT REALLY BELIEVE IN LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT BECAUSE HOW CAN YOU JUST LOOK AT SOME ONE YOU DONT KNOW AND FALL IN LOVE WITH THEM. I BELIEVE THAT IF YOU MEET THE PURSON AND IF YOU GET TO NO THEM THEN YOU CAN FALL IN LOVE. I UNDERSTAND IF YOU JUST LOOK AT SOMEONE AND THINK YOU LIKE THEM BUT I DONT BELIEVE IN "LOVE AT FIRST SIGHT"   ~~ <3 <3 <3 ~~

NOTHING 2 SAY 2 EATCH OTHER

THEY HAD NOTHING TO SAY TO EACH OTHER. I JUST KEEPS THINKING HOW MESSED UP IS EMILY TO ME. LIKE WE CHILL EVERYDAY AND NOW SHE WANTS TO LEAVE ME FOR SOME ONE ELS, AND I WAS GOIN TO GO WITH HER TO SEE THE BOY SHE GOES OUT WITH, AND I WAS LOOKING FOWERD TO IT BECAUSE HIS CUZIN IS ALWAYS THERE AND I LIKE HIM. SHE TELLS ME SHE DID WANT TO CHILL WITH ME BUT HER PHONE DIED SO SHE COULDN'T TET ME BACK BUT I KNOW SHES LIEN AN SHE JUST DIDNT WANT TO CHILL WITH ME. I DONT REALY CARE BECAUSE I STILL HAD ALOT OF FUN THAT DAY AND AT THE END OF THE DAY WHEN SHE WENT HOME I STILL SAW HIM. SHE TOULD ME HE WAS THERE AND I STEPED UP TO HER ASKING HER IF SHE WA CHILLING WITH HIM AN IF SHE LIKED HIM. SHE WAS LIKE NO HES JUST A FRIEND TO ME. I SAID OK AN LEFT. THE NEXT DAY ME AND HIM HAD PLANS TO GO 2 A PARTY WITH HIM, SO I HEAR SOMEONE KNOCKING ON MY DOOR, I NEW IT WAS IM SO I SAID OPEN IM CUMMEN DOWN. AS IM WALKEN ACCROS MY HOUSE I RAN DOWN THE STAIRS BE 4 I GET TO THE BOTTEM OF IT I JUMP ON HIM, KISS HIM AN SAY HOLD ON IMMA PUT ON MY SHOSE. AS WE ON OUR WAY 2 DAY PARTY WE LAUGHING AND HAVING ALOT OF FUN. WE IN THE PARTY AND IM DANCING 2 SERANIS NEW SONG AND THE BEAT IS SO FAST. I SAID HOLD ON IMMA GO FIX MY HAIR. AS IM FIXING MY HAIR IN THE BATHROOM, SHE WALKS IN, IM SHOCKED AND I DONT KNOW WAT TO SAY. SHE SAYS HEYY WHO YOUR HERE WITH? AND I SAID IM HERE WITH JOHN AND SHE GOES OOO THATS MY BESTIE IMMA GO LOOK FOR HIM AND SHE WHENT TO LOOK FOR HIM. I WAS SO UPSET BECAUSE I THOUGHT IT WAS GONNA BE ME AND HIM AND NOW ITS NOT. IM WALKEN OUT THE BATHROOM AND THEY ARE TALKING,. HE SEES ME AND WALKS 2 ME GRABS MY HAND AND SAYS I CAN TELL YOUR UPSET DONT WORRY IMMA STAY WITH YOU AND WE WALK AWAY.

the alie i found

** oh MY GOD **

ughh im so tired still but i know i have to get up for school.

i start walking to the bathroom i turn on the water an look in the mirror.

my heart is bumping so fast i don't know what to do why am i looking at selena's face but in the inside its me. i cant go to school like this! is this a dream? i start poking my face. i slap myself no its really me. im so sceared i think if i go back to sleep maybe ill wake up being me . 

so i walk 2 my room and go back to sleep.