** MY POEM **

MY HEART........HOLDING MY HEART IN PIECES, THERE IS SO MANY
BEEN THROUGH SO MANY THINGS. IT DON'T WANT TO BE IN MY CHEST ANYMORE.
DON'T WANT TO FEEL ANY EMOTION--- LOVE, HATE, BEING HAPPY OR SAD, I'M JUST TIRED OF IT.
WISHING ON THAT DAY TO ONLY FEEL ONLY GOOD WAYS.
IF THAT WAS TO HAPPEN MY HEART WONT BE SCARED TO RETURN TO ITS PLACE .......
MY HEART <3

*** Robot or human ???

a) no i new that it wasn't human.

b) I asked them what do they like about life and they never answered , i asked them what they doing and they never answered.

c) because a human can answer any questions but a robot just changes the subject.

my fruity dunkz

** trASH **

*** blood diamond ***

Interpreting Last Breath

Overall, I think this dream means that since my brother and I was so close and he moved its a sign that I'm loosing him. Just like the people chasing me with guns, I have no control of him moving. Also when he was bleeding, I read in the dream dictionary that it means, life, love or disappointment. I think it's true because he is a big part of my life, i love him and I had a lot of disappointment when he moved.

** my dream **

In my dream it was me and my oldest brother walking. We heard a lot of people screaming so we turned around. When we turned around we saw people running because two people had guns. When we saw that we started running too. We were running as fast as we could trying to get away from these people. All I heard was bang!!! I look beside me and my brother fell to the floor and the people with the guns ran away. I got to my brother, sat on the floor and picked up my brother's head. He started coughing and coughing and all I saw was blood everywhere. I was panicking and crying-- screaming at him saying, "stay with me! Don't leave me!!"
I saw only blurriness because of all the tears coming to my eyes. I kept telling him "stay with me please!" He tried to say o.k. I'm crying and crying; still holding him and screaming "someone help please, someone help." But no one came. I looked at him and his eyes were closed. So I checked to see if he was breathing and he WASN'T. I started screaming "NO DON'T LEAVE ME." Then I realized that my brother just died in my hands. Then I woke up and I woke up i was really crying in real life.